Wow. I’m the girl that used to trigger me…

The girl that shows up so confident with the hair and makeup…

I mean, who the f does she think she is?

Why does she keep going on and on?

Who needs to talk that much?

Just her presence would trigger me and I would just shut her out in my head

I don’t need all those fancy things… the hair, the makeup…

And I would intentionally avoid them… the women and doing my hair and makeup

Because somewhere ‘those women’ rejected me,

But really it was about my own insecurities and feelings of not-enough-ness…

And then I decided one day to stop living a life I hated, being married to a man that I didn’t trust and in a career I hated… and go figure out who I was and what I wanted…

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And it was when I decided to LET myself be me, I allowed in all the things I had fought so hard not to become and not to have…

I don’t like that…

I don’t really need that…

It’s too much work and too much time…

Who has the energy for that…

But in figuring out who I was, I figured out I had a story of healing that needed to be shared… that would change lives, save lives and marriages, give people financial freedom to be able to be with their families and make people happy…

I had a message that the world needed to hear, but as long as I was suppressing who I was and what I wanted… I was also suppressing my message and my mission…

And so I am choosing to be fully me, to allow myself to have and do the things that make me happy so that I can bring more out into the world as a leader and creator.

Because honestly, in my heart I want you to have an amazing life, be in love with yourself, your partner and live a life of joy.

And so as we work so hard to avoid ‘being that person’, what does that really mean? How are we defining that person? And is it just telling us that something inside of us needs to be healed?

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